Mystery Call from EQ...

Yesterday evening, once I got home from the office, I'm havin' my tea break with my parents and watching my favourite tv show at KBS channel which is "GAG CONCERT'. Once the show is finish, I straight away went to my bedroom and SLEEP! While I was so comfy in on my bed, all of sudden, I got a called and it's from my previous workplace which is Equatorial Hotel, Penang. 04-6327000 around 8:48pm... At first, I was thinking is my dearest Cheryl but when I picked up the phone. The caller remains silent. I kept saying "HELLO" all over and over again. Still the caller remain silent. At last, when I heard someone breathing, I quickly switched off my phone and throw it the phone away... My heart beating so fast and my mind is kept on spinning like a gasing. My mind and heart kept on saying the same name of person... At the same time, I deny it.

Surely, He must be happy with that INDONESIAN and not even thinking of a single second of me not even my name. So, I just let it be... Can you peeps imagine, can a phone calls made from the Hotel, can be out of coverage am I right? Hurm... Maybe someone else, who wanna called me I think. Not even him... I have lots of Darlings there... Maybe Cheryl, Emma or someone else there... Hopefully its not the INDON!

To the INDON, Please leave me alone. Don't ever interupt my life. I would be happy if you get your ass hole out of here...BITCH! I know... I shouldn't called you that but for me that's what you are and so do you BOYFRIEND~! You and your BOYFRIEND is such an ASS HOLE...!!! I think for whole my life... It's gonna takes time to forgive both of you guys... I was too naive and too kind to both of you before but in the end... This is what you guys have done to me... May GOD bless both of you... Amin... Happy for ya... It's ok...but I'll have no guts to forgive both of you yet just what I pray is both of you guys be happy and everlasting relationship... Amin...

Till then... I'm Done.

Alexandra Lee.
10:50am
20/10/2011

You’re Cute – Kim Jung Ah (After School)

After watching this drama series at TV2, Malaysia channel showing starts at 5pm,at first, I'm not get so interested to watch as I don't even like the cooking drama series genre but as I follow the whole episode on that day, I was finally realized that one the actors is my favourite actor who is Alex Choo from Clazziquai. In the end, I starts to watch the drama series until now... kih3x. Once I followed, at the end of the drama series, they will be playing the same song everyday sang by Kim Jung Ah from girls group "AFTERSCHOOL" entitled You're Cute. Try to download it,peeps and sing a song using the lyric that I've prepared. Hehe...

나만을 사랑해 달라면서
namaneul saranghae dallamyeonseo
내손을 지그시 깨무는너
naesoneul jigeusi kkaemuneunneo
그표정이 너무 사랑스러워
geupyojeongi neomu sarangseureowo

물가에 내논 어린애라며
mulgae naenon eorinaeramyeo
자기 아님 난 안된다면서
jagi anim nan andoendamyeonseo
그렇게 나를 안아주던너
geureoke nareul anajudeonneo

하지만 사랑이 식었다며
hajiman sarangi sigeotdamyeo
더이상 보고싶지 않다며
deoisang bogosipji antamyeo
하루종일 나를 못살게 해도
harujongil nareul mossalge haedo

보고싶었단 내 한마디에
bogosipeotdan nae hanmadie
미안해 눈도 못맞추는
mianhae nundo motmatchuneun
미워도 미워할수 없는
miwodo miwohalsu eomneun
니가 너무 귀여워
niga neomu gwiyeowo

난 그냥 너만을 사랑해 이런 내맘 멈출수가 없어서
nan geunyang neomaneul saranghae ireon naemam meomchulsuga eobseoseo
조금만 이순간을 잡아보고 싶어서
jogeumman isunganeul jababogo sipeoseo
오늘밤에도 난 니가 너무 사랑스러워 정말
oneulbamedo nan niga neomu sarangseureowo jeongmal
잠들수가 없는 바보죠
jamdeulsuga eomneun babojyo

날위해 요리를 해준다며
narwihae yorireul haejundamyeo
좋아하는 요리가 뭐냐며
johahaneun yoriga mwonyamyeo
하루종일 나를 귀찮게 해도
harujongil nareul gwichanke haedo

정말 맛있단 내한마디에
jeongmal masitdan naehanmadie
다시 듣고 싶다며 웃는
dasi deutgo sipdamyeo utneun
미워도 미워할수 없는
miwodo miwohalsu eomneun
니가 너무 귀여워
niga neomu gwiyeowo

난 그냥 너만을 사랑해 이런 내맘 멈출수가 없어서
nan geunyang neomaneul saranghae ireon naemam meomchulsuga eobseoseo
조금만 이순간을 잡아보고 싶어서
jogeumman isunganeul jababogo sipeoseo
오늘밤에도 난 니가 너무 사랑스러워 정말
oneulbamedo nan niga neomu sarangseureowo jeongmal
잠들수가 없는 바보죠
jamdeulsuga eomneun babojyo

사랑한다는 말한마디 내마음을 들킬까
saranghandaneun malhanmadi naemaeumeul deulkilkka
바보같이 난 화만내고 그랬죠 내가 그랬죠
babogachi nan hwamannaego geuraetjyo naega geuraetjyo
그대라는 사람 어깨에 언제까지 기대고 싶은
geudaeraneun saram eokkaee eonjekkaji gidaego sipeun
내마음에 단 한사람 그대라는걸
naemaeume dan hansaram geudaeraneungeol

난 그냥 너만을 난 그냥너만을
nan geunyang neomaneul nan geunyangneomaneul

사랑해 이런 내맘 멈출수가 없어서
saranghae ireon naemam meomchulsuga eobseoseo
조금만 이순간을 잡아보고 싶어서
jogeumman isunganeul jababogo sipeoseo
오늘밤에도 난 니가 너무 사랑스러워 정말
oneulbamedo nan niga neomu sarangseureowo jeongmal
잠들수가 없는 바보죠
jamdeulsuga eomneun babojyo

baby love baby love oh ~yeh
baby love baby love oh ~yeh


Alexandra Lee
3:49pm
19/10/2011

Penang Bridge, With Love 2…

Dearest Joey…

My life is feeling much better now. How was yours? Surely you are so happy with your love ones, am I right? It’s good to hear that… Well, my Job is great and everything going as smoothly as I wanted to be after I have endure so many pain and traumatized because of some tragic happen to me. As you know your sweet girlfriend have ambushed me for second time and after that happen, I have traumatized with INDONESIAN. I can’t talk, listened or even seeing any of INDONESIAN. I have unfriend all of my INDONESIAN friends and even locked up myself and avoiding meet people. Luckily, I have lots of friends that keep on supported and given me encouragement me each day, each night.

How can your girlfriend done that to me as when I’m with you before, I never said anything to her. Never ever avoid her to meet and go out having dinner and everything with you. Hurm… It’s all in the past. I should forget about it, am I right?

Yeah… as for your information, I have forgotten everything about it except for your girlfriend had ambushed me for twice and you don’t even defend me. This two, I can’t even forget… Even I can’t even forgive both of you. It really takes time. As I am a type of person that hold promises. I still remember that you kept on telling me I’m always being your first one and all your sweet words. I was taught that you will defend me once your girlfriend ambushed me but I can see is a big NO for that. Thanks for that, my dear.

Hope you will be happy with your loves one. Always pray the best for you and all the best in everything that you do. I always remember you as one of my dearest and my best friends and I do go to the place where we both sit and have some chit chat near the beach at Queensbay Mall that facing Penang Bridge. I always go there once when I’m thinking of you, my dear. You know where is it,right? Or you had forgotten where is it? Never mind… If you don’t even remember, I’ll pretend as if you never been there with me…

Thanks for everything, Joey… Your chipmunk is always by my side. Every night, I will give him a good night kiss and don’t worry. I always take a good care of the chipmunks. If you want it back, feel free to call me or text me. I’ll send it back to you. I won’t mind, Darling.

You’re a nice guy I ever known, Joey. Keep remain the same Joey as I know before and stay loyal to your loves one, ok? Till then, Take Care…

Lots of Love,
NURUL SYAZWANI SOHAHUDDIN (NURUL)
16/10/2011
2:05 am

Penang Bridge, With Love 1…

To my dearest Joey,

Today, 29th September 2011, Thursday and this is our last day. We will not gonna call, text, email or chat with each other anymore as you wish. I’ve told you earlier that we should find one last day for us but you are so stubborn. You don’t wanna listen to me. What you always mention to me is “THIS IS NOT OUR LAST DAY” and you’re kept on repeating the same thing to me. I should go when I know you are committing with her before. Once I’ve said to you that I let you go, I was thinking that is was my last day for us but you are the one who kept on convincing me and said this is not our last day.

I was so stupid because I was too deeply, madly, stupidly in love with you. As you said that you can’t let me go, I’m always be the first one to you and this was not our last day, I was thinking that “Yeah, I should be with you and stay with you although as a friend. Keep on support and love you as a friend of yours”. Without even think the effect later.

Now,


Look what have happen. Where and when is our last day? Our official last day. I’m not put all the blames to you but I was so frustrated that we don’t even have any official last day. It’s ok… I accept the fate that we are not meant for each other but we should be separated in good way not in this way. I really don’t like it so much…

I let her go because she is younger than me. As I am thinking, if I fight back, I would be same like her. So, I let it be. People said that I should fight for love but if your heart is with her, then, what should I do? Moreover, we are in different religion, that’s why I let you go.

I love you and your family so much. Once I know, that they didn’t like our relationship, although it’s pain for me, I let you go… As you still remember, I cried because I let you go. I want your family to be proud with you and I don’t even want your mom to be sad because of us. I want they said to you, they proud of you as a first son in their family…

I’m thinking of our future and the risks happen. I don’t want you to get hurt and sad. So, I let you go. I let you go because I Love You Too Much.

Now, look what has happening to me? Nice huh? Being ambush by your girlfriend for twice? Did you think I’m enjoying this? Did you think I like it so much? Thank you so much, Dear… Thanks for giving me this… Today, I feel like I wanna express all my feeling here to you. Although, you don’t read it but this is it! I should be cursing you and wish of kicking and punching you right now but I can’t coz I love you…

Love is so stupid and makes me feel damn stupid because of you. Like I said before, don’t let me hurt again but still you’re hurting me so badly. Thanks for that too. I didn’t know what I’ve done in my past life. I always be nice to people but in the end, I am the one who gets all the shit! Nice huh?!
So, tonight, my head is blank and I have no ideas at all to write for you… May be tomorrow or later?

That’s all for now… Take care…

Penang Bridge, With Love,
NURUL SYAZWANI SOHAHUDDIN (NURUL)
29/9/2011 11:47pm

It Will Rain~Bruno Mars

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

[Bridge]
Don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

It Will Rain by Bruno Mars is one of our new Twilight Saga soundtrack which is "BREAKING DAWN" will coming soon to our nearest cinema. Feel free to listen to the song. Nice to hear and suit for our ears. Check it out ;)

Alexanda Lee
14/10/2011