A place to go…Someday.

Can you see a guy with a bicycle with the background of a bridge up there? Well,guys. This is a place that I want to go to someday and somehow… I don’t know why I should go there but yeah my INSTINCT says that “Hunny, you should go there when you reach SOUTH KOREA someday… at 11pm at night.” I don’t know when should I go there because I haven’t earn any savings yet to go there and I just finished my Degree and my last final result still have not come out yet. Ya ALLAH, i’m really scares with the upcoming result that I really don’t know when it will come out. Swear to GOD that I can’t even breathe in and out properly if I mention about result.




Well, back to our earliest topic above. There were 30 bridges here in Seoul, South Korea and there are three bridges that attracted me were Han River Bridge, Banpo Bridge (second picture) and Incheon Bridge (third bridge). I don’t know why I like them so much but then it attracted me for about half year ago when everybody is going there and there were so many scenes taken there for such Korean Dramas and Movies themselves. Well, for those who are Korean maniacs like me, there should know why my heart really insists to go there for sure.


As one of my friends said, Han River Bridge is so much popular for any Korean Dramas or Movie shooting even for CF too such as HARU2010 where Changmin from TVXQ were the actor on it. (You guys can find it at youtube.com any time). Then, There were also a scene taken there in Cinderella Stepsister that has being played before at KBS2 last year played by Moon Geun Young as Eun Jo and Gi Hoon there and last but not least there were also a scene where Kim Beom played as Yi Jeong in a Samsung Bodyguard HP CF too. See,guys! The place is so POPULAR among popular artist themselves. According to my believable sources, she said that there were 8-9 popular bridges that connect 3 districts at once which are Seoul, Gyeonggi and Incheon. What I mean, the bridges connect three districts at one time…! So cool,right!

As for your information, the one that I wanna go is HAN RIVER BRIDGE but in the end, I also speechless for what I want. Hahaha… Did you guys know why? There 30 bridges of Han River and I didn’t even figure out which bridge that I wanna go to visit yet. Just wait and see what’s gonna happen after 4 years later. Haha… May be Hangang Park would be nice, since Super Junior have done their CF on SEOUL 2010 or may be at Olympic Bridge since it was saying that the bridge is near Incheon International Airport itself. So, it’s easier for me to visits such places.

Should I go to the bridge as it shown in the first picture? Can you guys figure out who is he? Figure it urself, peeps! Will wait for the answer… *MERONG**WINK*
Well, we will decide it later as soon as my results are coming out later, ok? The results will decide for me whether I can go to South Korea or it will be just a BIG TRASH DREAM of a teenage girl all the time for almost 10 years…

X0X0,

HuNNY…

Pieces of my mind trembling…

What does it means actually? Hmm… These days I just keep on thinking of my results. I mean my final part 6 result. I’m scared if I get below 3 pointer then I can’t even get to work as a Police Officer at all and I think it will take many years for me to earn saving for my dream to go to South Korea and be at my favourite bridge at 11pm sharp. What should I do, Ya ALLAH… Just now, I and my family were heading to “POKOK KETAPANG” Restaurant and you guys know what happen? I have expressed my feeling to both parents of mine about what I think about my result and did you guys know what they have said to me? Especially my dad, he said if I get below 3 pointers that mean he never believed that I have study hard for my final? What should I do? I think I have tried my best but then my HR carried marks and my BPR lecturer ways of marking can give SUCH BIG EFFECT on my result.

I can’t even sleep tonight. I can’t even feel comfortable as I did not get my results yet? Ya ALLAH, what if my results are really bad? Then what should I do? Where I gonna start my work? Can I manage to saves so much money for my travelling my dream place? Can I manage my life so well after this? The future is on my results. The result will decide my path of life! Really!!! Swear to my GOD, I didn’t get to go to South Korea, surely I live my life with full of regret and tears. I just wanna go there and feel the air of Seoul. That’s all. I wanna touch the land of Hangul myself. I wanna go there and wait on what’s gonna happen at 11pm at my dream Bridge. Should I said that I’m not gonna get marry until I go to South Korea? Should I do that,peeps?

With the ambiguity of my future, I still can’t even tell myself what gonna happen in front of me later. I can’t even predict what is going to happen to my life, my future and myself. I still did not even figure out the solutions to my future. What should I do and shouldn’t and I still didn’t know what I should plan and not to plan…

Can you guys imagine that, the results bring enormous effect in my life and the result decides my life and the path itself… Ya ALLAH, KAU SAJALAH YANG DAPAT MEMBANTUKU… AKU TAK MAMPU NAK LAKUKAN APA-APA LAGI SELAIN HANYA MAMPU BERDOA… HARAP SEMUANYA BERJALAN LANCAR… AMIN… CERAHKANLAH MASA DEPAN KU… BUKAKANLAH PINTU REZEKI MU PADAKU… MURAHKANLAH REZEKIKU SETIAP HARI… AMIN…AMIN… YA RABBAL A’LAMIN…

X0X0,

HuNNy…

Phase towards my Reminiscences.

Hari berganti hari… Masa berganti masa… Hunny menghitung hari untuk meninggalkan tempat dimana Hunny menuntut segala ilmu dan mengenal apa erti kehidupan dan realiti sebenar dunia. Specifically known as“SERI ISKANDAR,PERAK”. Sudah genap 5 tahun, Hunny di sini dan betul kata pepatah lama “Setiap pertemuan, pasti ada perpisahan…”. Dan itu sudah semestinya. Dulu, masa diploma, masa hari perpisahan, Hunny menangis teresak-esak coz sayang nak tinggalkan kawan-kawan sekolej, sekelas and especially sebilik. Tapi… kini, bila masa degree… Hunny tak dapat nak menitiskan setitis pun air mata untuk sesapa sahaja disini kerana Hunny rasa terlalu banyak kedukaan dari kebahagiaaan. Terlalu banyak kesakitan dari keselesaan. People are truth when they were saying that “L.I.V.E.=E.V.I.L.”. Memang pun. Hunny rasa makin besar dan berusia Hunny, makin jelas kekejaman dunia yang Hunny lihat.


Sehinggakan Hunny takut untuk melihat apa yang terjadi dihadapan Hunny. There is a quote that I have kept since 3 years ago, “YESTERDAY IS A HISTORY, TODAY IS A GIFT AND TOMORROW IS STILL A MYSTERY.SO APPRECIATE IT!” By looking back at this quote, I think that I not gonna believes it again. Yeah, it’s true that yesterday is a history and tomorrow is a mystery but TODAY IS A GIFT???!!! What do they mean by a damn “G.I.F.T.” words? Are the one who invented this quote is crazy enough? I don’t think I even received any gift at all each day? Does it means a GIFT=PROBLEM??? Yeah! Well, it’s damn good if you have said that a gift is equal to a damn fucking problem! So, I think it I shouldn’t hold that quote to be my life principle at all. I’m gonna use “L.I.V.E.=E.V.I.L.” coz there were so many devils around me on this land call EARTH!” Thanks to ALLAH… Alhamdulillah… Although, I have endured so much troubles and pain, ALLAH has sent me THREE BELOVED ANGELS AND GUARDIAN who is my OWN FAMILY MEMBERS!” NADEUL OMMA, APPA AND THE ONE AND ONLY DONGSAENG –Shii. Without them, I who have nothing! Without them, I’m dead! Alone here in SERI ISKANDAR.PERAK!


Alhamdullilah… Thanks to ALLAH once again for sending them to me. During the hardest time, they were the one who always been there for me. Giving full supports and even prays the BEST for me! I don’t even need anyone else LOVE for this! Just LOVE from my GOD is the most important, nadeul omma, appa, and dongsaeng! There were so many tears coming out from my unhealthy eyes. Both UNHEALTHY EYES because of something bad happen to me one year ago and I have to endure the problem till now! During my degree, I have endured so much pain rather than feeling so happy and thought it be the best memories ever! Nope! The happiness I gain during my degree is not enough to call it as the SWETEEST MEMORIES EVER! There are lots of tears and pain rather than happiness. Because of this kind of things, happen to me, makes me become numb. My heart does not even feel any LOVE at all. I have thought much on stereotype on people, I have started not to believe in people; don’t even judge a book by its cover! I HATE LOVE, COUPLE AND EVEN I CAN’T EVEN SEE THE DAMN SHIT “IN RELATIONSHIP” WORDS!

I don’t think that I am ready enough to have any relationship with anyone because of myself. I’m sorry but to say this “NAMJA BABOYEYO”. I have so much pain with LOVE! Until today, I don’t even feel enough what is LOVE towards opposite gender. For one and a half years, I have suffering the most pain in my life ever on LOVE. Then, I taught, I could open my heart to next person but I’m sorry, I can’t. I have tried but the more I’m into the relationship, the more pain I gain! I can’t even feel happiness and the feeling of sacred LOVE like before.

I have tried so hard to forget the sweetness of first love but I can’t! People have said to me “Hunny, each person is different in giving LOVE towards his girl…” but I can’t even feel the love that comes after him. My heart became so NUMB and I do not even feel the same way as I am before. What I feel after that was ANNOYED AND IRRITATING ENOUGH TO CRASH MY FRAGILE HEART!” I tried to pretend that nothing happen, tried to be strong, tried to pretend that I’m strong enough to stand but in my heart, I can’t even face the reality, I can’t even walk straight enough and stand firmly! My hearts broken into pieces as well as my brain does not even working normally. With so much pain, I’ve gain because of LOVE and the pain of reality of life and friendship; I can’t even see the world properly enough. Makes my world turns upside down, makes my pieces of soul fly away easily and makes my heart broken so fragilely. Because of that, I can’t even cry loudly and even screaming highly enough to tell everybody that I’m in pain. Enough to kill the whole world!. You know what, I feel the pain during my writing now but I can’t even cry heavily. My heart just saying that, if I cried or even scream, does anyone come and give their hand to you for favour? The answer is TOTALLY NO!!! ANDWAE!!!


Then what should I do? Should I run away and never return? Should I just end up my life just like a SNAP? Should I kill each of everyone that have irritated and annoyed me ever? Or should I just keep quiet and doing nothing while waiting what’s going to happen? Like I’ve said earlier that TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY? Ya ALLAH… I have enough of this kind of situation. I want HAPPINESS and TRUE LOVE that can give me new spirit of life, new LOVE, new perspective of LIFE, new air for breathing, new friends that does not even know the devil’s word such as BACK STABBING, SELFISH, JEALOUSY AND DOES NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT IS EVIL? Are kind of people exist or I think it would be just ANGEL can feel the same way as I have describe earlier. While writing this, I think, I have decided to keep myself SHUT! I will not interfere in anyone life even once. I do not want to get involves with people’s life, problems and even I don’t want to look back for what I have struggle with. Enough to feel the pain rather than have to endure it once again…

I think, I should stop here… I’ll write to you guys next time. Till then, take care…

X0X0,
HuNNy…

Kimono made in Tokoshima...

Kimono? What does it means...The kimono is a Japanese traditional garment worn by women, men and children. The word "kimono", which literally means a "thing to wear" (ki "wear" and mono "thing"),has come to denote these full-length robes. The standard plural of the word kimono in English is kimonos, but the unmarked Japanese plural kimono is also sometimes used.

Kimono are T-shaped, straight-lined robes worn so that the hem falls to the ankle, with attached collars and long, wide sleeves. Kimono are wrapped around the body, always with the left side over the right (except when dressing the dead for burial), and secured by a sash called an obi, which is tied at the back. Kimono are generally worn with traditional footwear (especially zōri or geta) and split-toe socks (tabi).

Today, kimono are most often worn by women, and on special occasions. Traditionally, unmarried women wore a style of kimono called furisode, with almost floor-length sleeves, on special occasions. A few older women and even fewer men still wear the kimono on a daily basis. Men wear the kimono most often at weddings, tea ceremonies, and other very special or very formal occasions. Professional sumo wrestlers are often seen in the kimono because they are required to wear traditional Japanese dress whenever appearing in public.

What i can say here, that i have tried it on myself at Gerik, Perak. It was own by my Lecturer's mom. My lecturer's brother is still studied in Tokoshima, Japan in Bachelor Degree in Mechanical Engineering. What i amazed here that, i'm wearing a real Kimono made by real Japanese Citizen. Here the picture shown :-



Sorry if picture are not in High Quality. Its just i'm gonna focus on the Kimono only. So, you guys should see the Quality of the Kimono itself rather than seeing the quality of the picture. What can I say to you,Peeps... I was really glad by following my lecturer back to her hometown. At least, i enjoyed wearing real Kimono although it is a basic with wrong wearing techniques. Sorry... Gomenasai... :( Chotto Gomenasai... Huhu...with wrong Japanese sentence, i guess :P

So,guys... I have tried Kimono. I mean the real Japanese Kimono. Later i would say that i'm gonna try this Korean Traditional Cloth which is Hanbok.As it shown here,peeps ;)





So, what's your opinion on the Japanese and Korean Traditional Clothing? Nice,huh? Yeah... I tell ya,what? I'm feeling so lucky. At least, although i'm not going to Japan yet but i have tried one of their Kimonos? Am i right? :P I think we should save and earn as much money as we can in our Piggy Banks right now to go and see by ourselves the real unique of Japanese and Korean culture.. Come, let's go with me!!!

When, my saving is full for me to visit both country... I'll tell you guys here... ;)

Till then, take care...

X0X0,
HuNNy...

Stress Beginz!!! Final Sem...

At first, I wonder when is the time I'm going to grad and do what ever I want to do.Because you see, things getting worse and busy from time to time. For those who have followed me before, they will know my weeks through "THINGS TO DO THIS WEEK!". I feel so stressed up with the surroundings and even classmates. Why? Why? and Why? I think i don't even interfere in their lives, i don't even waste their money and my don't even take their damn Boyfriend. I even have my own live, my own money and my own BF. Besides, i have my own Parents and don't even have to meet their parents at all. So, why should you guys have to disturb my Beautiful Relax life? I still wonder why? Get yourself out of my life! You MORON!!! Still, i heard lots of things that you guys talk about me...! What ever!!! ALLAH Maha Mengetahui!!! ALLAH Knows Everything. Remember peeps! What goes around comes around... Just wait and see... ;) You should think and realize what you guys doing. That's all.


Secondly, I have final by this coming Saturday and don't even touch any notes and book to study!!! Hunny!!! Stop playing with the INTERNET!!! STUDY!!! I have lots to study but I still relax. Can you imagining it? Hahaha... Lots of books to study and I'm doing nothing but to sleep and take lots of rest. I have fevers and cold since Last Saturday. I have seeking for the doctor meds and Alhamdulillah... Things get better from day to day... You guys know what, Hunny kne study 24 hours from now coz this is my Final sem and penamat segala2nya... I'm not going to pursue my study in Postgraduate. I have being sulking with someone in UiTM Perak and make my perception on lecturers change automatically. I had enough with this. Hunny merajuk and patah hati sangat with what happens nowadays. So, after this,I'm waiting for my results and going to find any suitable jobs,earn money,enjoy with any Korean Concert in Malaysia, pay PTPTN,going to my dream place and lastly, to perform my Hajj kat Makkah Almukarramah and Madinah Almunawwarah... Amin...Amin...Ya Rabbal A'lamin...Hope everything will go smoothly... Hopefully...


So, apa yang Hunny kne buat sekarang is to study habis-habisan for this final. Earn lots of pointer during this final sem and do the best for the last final sem. After this, there is no more student's life, i guess... I should get someone impress with me which is someone who look at me in different site. I mean the bad sites of me. Not only her but all of my classmates. I should prove to them that whatever they have done to me, it never affect me at all... Besides, I have to make my beloved lecturer especially, Puan N and Puan M to proud of me as one of their students! ;)


So,guys... Just wait and see! I just woke up and start my wars. I mean exam wars!!! Hahaha... I'm not blackmailing you guys but i'm gonna prove that what you guys think of me is totally wrong.I'm starting with all the equipments and stationery and start the engines to study for this coming final.


So, what do you think, after Hunny abis Final. The answer is "I'M GONNA GRAD!!!". Hopefully with SECOND CLASS (UPPER) DEGREE! Amin...


After, i'm graduating. I will walking away and never return to Seri Iskandar, Perak. Here, truthfully, Hunny tak pernah nak gain lots of sweet memories. I gain lots of BAD MEMORIES rather than SWEET MEMORIES. I think, i should walked away and never EVER return to this place. This place totally SUCK! With their peoples, their surrounding and even their air are totally suck! Totally BAD!!! You guys should get away and never ever try to be in this place. This place is full with people with bad life, bad hearts, bad habits and even bad thinking. I have experienced it more than you guys do. It's been 5 years I have living here. What i gained? NOTHING!!! Bohongla if there are no SWEET MEMORIES cause i have stated earlier that i have SWEETS MEMORIES too...
Sweet Memories during my UNDERGRADUATE study were... hmm...lemme think 1st:-
1. I have Puan N, Puan M, En A, En H, Miss I, Miss E, Puan I,Miss S(tak lama lagi gonna change to Puan)kikiki *^^* Lots of memories gain with them. Best lecturers ever! Especially Puan N!
2. With Adrenaline Rushed Crew (Aus,Ejad,Jambu,Chaq and Angah) My Besties Ever!
3. Bul and Own... My Juniors ever!
4. Juniors of Bachelor of OM221, UiTM Seri Iskandar, Perak.
5. Mak Cho,Kak Yang and Abg Hafiz.
6. Puan N's Family
7. Abah and Mama kat KL

Hunny rasa itu je kowt? Hahaha... Yang laen semua pening pale la! hahaha... Yg tak ada tue, Hunny minta maaf sangat. Korang tetap ada dalam ingatan Hunny forever and ever! Hope sampai disini dulu... I almost forget to take my meds. Karang lagi bertambah teruk demamnya... Hahaha... So, till then, take care :)

X0X0,
HuNNy...

Converse Classic Black Shoes... My Dream!!!

Haha... You guys know what,this shoes shown above has being wore by my fave Korean actress, Moon Geun Young in Cinderella Stepsister. Basically, peeps, i really adore on her style in this Korean Drama Series played in KBS last year.

This shoes, has being wore by Bella in Twilight and Becca in Vampire Suck. It doesn't mean that i adore their style because I'm more on Korean style taste rather than Bella and Becca style. It's just i like them wear those shoes. Seriously, I should try one,should I? :P

As for this shoes above,it has being wore by Chuck in Gossip Girl. I think everybody have watched it,am I right? Haha... So cool right? This Converse shoes plus with acid wash jeans,long t-shirt with boyfriend blazer! Fantastic. That's what i want!!! Hahaha... Nice.. I should try one and will show you after this,ok? So, see you soon...

X0X0,
HuNNy...

Boyfriend Blazer...

Hehe... Bc0z of Her, Moon Geun Young who plays a role as Song Eun Jo in Korean Drama Series in "Cinderella Stepsister". I would say that i really in love with her style. Such as Boyfriend shirt with skinny jeans and especially her various type of cardigans and her "BOYFRIEND BLAZER". For me, the style sometimes look formal and at the same time, its shown feminine, girlish and professional. This kind of Boyfriend Blazer, can be found at selected outlet such as:-





Usually this kind of blazer will fit in any kind of cloth such as boyfriend shirt with skinny jeans, short pants or even dress. Either short dress or long dress. As picture shown below you can mix and match with is easily. Here are some picture for you guys to help in giving some ideas on how to wear boyfriend blazer :-



Based on the picture shown above, this kind of fashion wore by Selena Gomez. You can were boyfriend blazer with mini blouse and skinny with high heels. It will show your femininity. Through outside appearance. Usually, you can wear this kind of fashion on any semi-formal event.







Those picture above are the same pattern of fashion. For me, i like to wear like this when going out with friends or event going to any semi-formal events. Don't even wear this kind of style during formal. It's just for Semi-Formal or informal events such as parties. You can even wear this to club. I mean exclusive club. I not a clubber actually but i have been asking lots of friend bout their opinion on wearing this to club. :P

So, how bout ur style? I have shown my style. Can't wait to see your style :D

X0X0,
HuNNy...