Luahan Hati starting from the last weekends... Huhuhu :(

Pheeww!!! After a Day and crazy morning la katakan... Today, I'm done with 4 session of Interview Session for new project at my working place. So, I have to invite back those who've being working here for the last 2-3 years ago came back and attending their interview session.

A ring by ring, i give them a called last Friday sampai nak rabak telinga Alexa. Haih... What to do. I have to fulfill my responsibility as HR,Admin and Financial Staff. Hahaha... XD After all that, I've done, I do proud and feel satisfied with my work here.  ;) ( I am now standing as a Statue of Liberty)

Hurm... Talking about last interview session, honestly... Alhamdulillah... Thanks to ALLAH everything runs smoothly. Syukur sangat but the I have certain stories that I wish to let it go here.

1) During weekend, ada seseorang nie, this human send me messages asking me about the interview. So, I answer the human nicely and in sopan way. But things getting harsh, when the human accused me without prove saying that I am the one who choose the interviewees. WTF???!!! HELLO!!! If you don't even know what is going on, then you should give my department a ring and ask it by yourself. Not to me neither to my officer but to my Director and Vice Director here. I know that someone related to your family didn't get the ring from us but I have tried my best to let everyone that is good to me participate in this interview  sessions. If can, I want to call everyone but as I mention earlier that this is a "CLOSE INTERVIEW SESSION", you know what I'm saying? Sakit hati betul la bila some people can't even understand what I'm talking about. I am not talking in Korean, Japanese or Mandarin as I always done to my closest friends. I AM TALKING IN BAHASA MALAYSIA, you IDIOT!!! Sakit hati betul ... Haih... To my deary, I am sorry to say that I do have some bad attitudes sometimes. Well, everyone is not PERFECT! "Dare Mo Kanpeki Janai Tte~No One is Perfect". 

2. Got this one human who I called here ***** :P Actually, once I know this human, I've taught that this human is so good. This human is so damn caring and nice to me. Even this human will call me and even take me to everywhere that I go but this is I just figure the real face of this human. Well, betul orang kata "Tak Kenal Maka Tak Cinta" as I know this person day by day. Know I know how this person and the geng acted. They acted as if they are the Leader of Our Department. Please la... You guys as just as same as me. I don't even acted as you guys did pun? Pelik la korang nie. huhuh...

After I have known how they are, I've personally "UNFRIEND" them in FACEBOOK. "SO LONG, SUCKER!!!" I have my own DAMN reasons why I've deleted certain of you guys!!! I've found out that you guys acting so weird as I did not know how to getting along with you guys again. I am so SORRY... After my UNFRIEND project has done, one of the human being send me message through my FB. Asking why I have UNFRIEND and did he/she had done any mistake? I guess I just keep it to myself , why I have to UNFRIEND certain of you guys out there. 

I guess... I have to stop until here... Cause it's already 5pm. I'm already getting ready to heading back home. Whatever it is. Alexa bersyukur sangat2... Everything runs smoothly. Alhamdulillah... As for those point above. It's just some kind of gaining experienced process. Till then, take care. 

Alexa Lee

07.05.2012 Monday 17:09PM

Global Seoul Mate

Hi Dearies...

1st of all... I would like to say Alhamdulillah and I am very thankful to my God because I've being selected as one of Global Seoul Mate by The Seoul Metropolitan Government. I have being accepted as one of GSM from all over 26 countries and I am one of the 110 lucky person being chosen by Seoul Metropolitan Government. I was so happy as I've being selected and being given the opportunities to become as one of Global Seoul Mate. I will do my best to promote Seoul! You may visit Hi Seoul, Soul of Asia (http://english.seoul.go.kr/) to seeks more information about Seoul itself and how to become as one of Global Seoul Mate. I heard second batch will be open in this coming August. 

Starting 1st of May 2012, I will be working as Global Seoul Mate for a year. Come and join us to become as one of Global Seoul Mate! Not only that, I hope all my dearies around the world will help me and other Global Seoul Mates to promote Seoul and South Korea so people will know the best in there! Love you all, my dearies! 

Hug and Kisses

Nurul Syazwani Sohahuddin (Alexa Lee)

03.05.2012 15:43pm

Looking the other half of me…

Year by Year… Month by Month… Day by Day… Hours by Hours… Minutes by Minutes… Second by Seconds have already passed by for almost 24 years. Yet still I can’t even search and find the other half of me… Who are you and Where are you? What are you doing lately? Are happy or sad? Are you having enjoyment in every second of your life or Are you feeling frustrated of yourself right now? Honestly, I do keep searching for him but still I can’t even find him. I searched until the pieces by pieces of my HEART keep on broken because of those wrong men that come in and out as they want to. Honestly, it’s HURT.


I once stop looking for him but in the end I am the one who feels so LONELY and yeah! Even now I am so Lonely… I need someone to express my feeling and share my stories and so even him. I would like to listen stories from him and share our feelings towards each other. I am looking for my other half until sometime it’s beyond my levels. I am stuck and I did not even know what to do.


Certain people will say, “Just stay and wait…” but until when I should wait? Until I am getting old and die? Some people said I should be patient. But… Until when should I be patient? And one more problem that runs into me. I am too scared to open my heart to other man that comes into my life. I am sorry… I think this is the problem that I am facing right now. It’s not about other person problem. It’s coming from me itself. I really want to find my other half but on the other hand, I am so scared to open my HEART to others. I am too SCARED from what has happened to me before. 

I am the type of person that always gives LOVE to the person that came into my life more that I should and in the end, I am the one who suffered more and live in sorrow day by day, month by month even year by year. It’s not that I don’t even have any initiative to even change my life and personality. I do changed it but in the end… I am SORRY… I can’t. Chommal Mianeyo… Na Mottae!!!

I had given my full commitment on my changes but in the end… I’ve cried because I can’t even change myself, my personality. It doesn’t fit me.

To my other half,

No matter where you are… What you do… Please… Jeballeyo… I am begging you to come and help me. Niga Pillyohae… I really really need you… I hope you can change me for the better person. I really really need your love and protection. I am sorry… May be I do look like desperate but I need you to come and save me because I can’t even be strong anymore. I can’t even stand up as usual. I have lost my confidence. I have lost my spirit and my soul is kinda empty… MY OTHER HALF… PLEASE… HELP ME…

NURUL SYAZWANI BT SOHAHUDDIN

23 APRIL 2012 11:07PM 

Starbuck Hangul Tumbler's Translation... :)

Based on last two posted of mine about Starbuck Hangul's Tumbler and Mug, must be those who didn't understand Hangul alphabet keep on thinking what is the meaning of it. Am I right, my dearies? So, here is the translation of it. It's taken from Hangul Script from ancient named Hunmin Jeongeum. For those who really understand Hangul especially Korean citizen... Please do correct me if i am wrong,ok? Below is the picture of Ancient Hangul Hunmin Jeongeun taken from Korean Museum in Seoul and follows by the translation.

"Because the national language is different from that of China, it [spoken language] doesn't match [Chinese] letters. Therefore, when the ignorant want to communicate, many of them cannot achieve their intentions. Because I am saddened by this, I have newly made 28 letters. It is my intention that everybody learn the letters easily so that they can conveniently use them everyday.~ Hunmin Jeongeum."


How nice if we do really can understand Hangul... I wish I could understand more than everyone do... Till then, Take care... Please do leave your comments here. So that I can communication with all my dearies out there...

Love,
Alexa Lee.
Thursday 12.04.2012 9:04am

2AM – 너도 나처럼 (I Wonder If You Hurt Like Me) lyrics [Hangeul, Romanization & Translation]

2AM - 너도 나처럼 (Neodo Nacheoreom/I Wonder If You Hurt Like Me)

 하루종일 니 생각만 하다가
 Ha-ru-jong-il ni saeng-gak-man ha-da-ga 

한 가닥 눈물이 멋대로 주르륵 흐른다
 Han ga-dak nun-mul-i meot-dae-ro ju-reu-reuk heu-reun-da

 걸음걸음 니 모습이 밟혀서
 Geol-eum-geol-eum ni mo-seub-i balb-hyeo-seo

 일을 하다가도 나도 모르게 또 흐른다
 Il-eul ha-da-ga-do na-do mo-reu-ge ddo heu-reun-da

 (우후후후후) 노래를 불러도
 (U-hu-hu-hu-hu) no-rae-reul bul-leo-do 

(우후후후후) 거리를 걸어도
 (U-hu-hu-hu-hu) geo-ri-reul geol-eo-do

 (우후후후후) 온통 니 생각 뿐인데
 (U-hu-hu-hu-hu) On-tong ni saeng-gak bbun-in-de

 너도 나처럼 이렇게 아픈지
 Neo-do na-cheo-reom i-reoh-ge a-peun-ji

 너도 나처럼 눈물 나는지
 Neo-do na-cheo-reom nun-mul na-neun-ji

 너도 하루종일 이렇게 추억에 사는지 꼭 나처럼 
Neo-do ha-ru-jong-il i-reoh-ge chu-eok-e sa-neun-ji gook na-cheo-reom

 억지라도 웃을 일 참 많은데
 Eok-ji-ra-do us-eul il cham manh-eun-de

 태엽 인형처럼 주어진 일처럼 웃는다 
Tae-yeob in-hyeong-cheo-reom ju-eo-jin il-cheo-reom ut-neun-da

 (우후후후후) TV를 보아도 (
O-hu-hu-hu-hu) TV-reul bo-a-do

 (우후후후후) 친구를 만나도
 (O-hu-hu-hu-hu) chin-gu-reul man-na-do

 (우후후후후) 온통 니 생각 뿐인데
 (O-hu-hu-hu-hu) on-tong ni saeng-gak bbun-in-de

 너도 나처럼 이렇게 아픈지
 Neo-do na-cheo-reom i-reoh-ge a-peun-ji 

너도 나처럼 눈물 나는지
 Neo-do na-cheo-reom nun-mul na-neun-ji

 너도 하루종일 이렇게 추억에 사는지 꼭 나처럼 
Neo-do ha-ru-jong-il i-reoh-ge chu-eok-e sa-neun-ji ggok na-cheo-reom

 매일을 웃으니까
 Mae-il-eul us-eu-ni-gga

 웃는 모습만 보여주니까 내가 행복한 줄만 아나 봐
 Ut-neun mo-seub-man bo-yeo-ju-ni-gga nae-ha haeng-bok-han jul-man a-ni bwa

 어떻게 웃어 내가 어떻게 웃어 니가 없는데
 Eo-ddeoh-ge us-eo na-ega eo-ddeoh-ge us-eo-ni-ga eobs-neun-de

 웃어도 웃어도 눈물이 또 흘러
 Us-eo-do us-eo-do nun-mul-i ddo heul-leo

 너도 나처럼 이렇게 아픈지
 Neo-do na-cheo-reom i-reoh-ge a-peun-ji 

너도 나처럼 눈물 나는지
 Neo-do na-cheo-reom nun-mul na-neun-ji

 너도 하루종일 이렇게 추억에 사는지 꼭 나처럼 
Neo-do ha-ru-jong-il i-reoh-ge chu-eok-e sa-neun-ji ggok na-cheo-reom

 Translation 
 As I think only of you all day

A single stream of tear flows on its own Step by step,

I see you So even as I work,

tears flow without me knowing

 Even when I sing Even when I walk the streets

I’m filled with thoughts of you

 I wonder if you hurt like me

 I wonder if you cry like me I wonder if you live all day in memories like me

 There are many things to laugh about forcibly

Like a wind-up doll, like it’s my job,

I laugh Even when I watch TV

 Even when I meet my friends

I’m filled with thoughts of you

 I wonder if you hurt like me

I wonder if you cry like me

 I wonder if you live all day in memories like me

 Because I smile every day

Because I show my smiles,

They think I am happy

But how can I smile,

how can I smile without you I smile

and I smile but tears flow again...

Alexa Lee
05.04.2012 Thurday 12:13PM

Shinhwa: Share Stories & Make You Laugh on Radio Star

Veteran group Shinhwa were recently on MBC “Radio Star.” The members shared a story about Eric’s (leader) habits when drunk, which made me laugh so hard:

 “there was a time when he got drunk and took off all his clothes…Eric was drunk so I took him home but while I was washing up, he took off all his clothes and ran outside. While naked he ran up and down the stairs of our apartment.” -Dongwan “I ran away so I would not get caught by him, but I ran bare foot and tore up my feet. He found me by following the trail of my blood.” -Eric

 Then Junjin talked about his father Charlie Park (singer) and his debt:

 “It was hard repaying my father’s debts..It’s not debt that happened because he did something wrong. The situation just wasn’t good… Now he is working hard.…My father is currently preparing to be active as a singer again. He might be releasing an album under our agency.” – Junjin

 And also Andy (helped produce Teen Top) talked about his regret in giving Teen Top permission to date publicly (funny):

 “I told them they can do whatever they’d like after winning #1. Because I said that, I feel like my head is going to explode” – Andy

 Eric (helped produce Stellar) talked about Stellar’s dating: I don’t oppose them dating publicly, but since they are all still very young, I want to do as their parents say.”

And So, Shinhwa make their own comeback with "VENUS" as their single HIT...

Alexa Lee
05.04.2012 Thursday 11:51AM

Nichkhun with his Thai Movie...

Nickhun will appear in a Thai movie. According to JYP Entertainment, Nichkhun is currently filming his first movie for GTH’s 7th anniversary project. The film is divided into three episodes of three different stories about life and love. Nichkhun will play in one of these episodes as a main support character who help the main character to search the meaning of life and love.

 GTH, the biggest movie production company in Thailand, is well known to korea with movies such as “Phobia 2”, “Hello Stranger”, and “Bangkok Traffic Love Story”. Nichkhun says, “My dream was to be an actor, so I am trying my best in this project. I also feel that acting in front of the camera as actor is so different from standing in front of the camera as a singer. The movie is expected to be released in later half of the year.

 Source: JYP Entertainment

Alexa Lee
05.04.2012 Thursday 11:21AM